“π–™π–π–Šπ–—π–Š π–œπ–†π–˜ π–†π–“π–”π–™π–π–Šπ–— π–Žπ–“ π–™π–π–Š π–‹π–Žπ–—π–Š…”

Tuesday was ROUGH to say the least. I woke up, did my workouts and then the boys got up. And out of nowhere I was completely CONSUMED by some of the worst feelings ever.

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Laziness

Sluggish

Depressed

Anxious

Fatigue

Sadness

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And even emotions I can’t explain. All I know was it was a TERRIBLE day for me emotionally. I honestly felt like I wanted to just curl up under my blanket and do ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! Literally. Then, to top it off, my kids decided that they were going to fight and hit each other all day as well as whining for every single little thing….

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I was supposed to host my Bible Study and I couldn’t even get myself to do that. I am being honest with y’all because I know that I am not the only one who has days like this. I know I am not the only mom out there who has honestly thought about letting the kids just run savage and leave the pantries and fridge open so you don’t have to do a thing!!

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Believe it or not, I am completely okay with sharing this. Why? Because most of the time, moms won’t admit to these things because they fear all the negative comments that might come with being honest. They fear the opinions and worries their friends and family will address because of ONE DAY!!!

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FORGET THAT!!

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I am a mother. A stay at home mom. A mom of 2 boys under the age of 4. I am a mom who gets tired! I am a mother who gets fed up some days! I am a mom who would much rather let the kids eat candy for breakfast instead of cooking green scrambled eggs (Green Eggs & Ham) because I am just exhausted! It happens.

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Do I believe that makes me a bad mom? HECK TO THE NO! Do I feel like I have failed as a mother? NOT ONE BIT! Am I embarrassed or ashamed because I have days like I did on Tuesday? ABSOLUTELY FRIGGIN NOT!!! It’s life. And whether you like it or not, it happens! 

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So please, keep your negative opinions to yourself. Save those β€œIf you depended on God more” lectures to yourself. Because truth is, even if I was the most holiest saints, I would STILL have BAD DAYS!!! Being a Christian doesn’t exempt you from having terrible days. Believing in God does not mean you will always have great, fantastic and rewarding moments!! It means that you will face trials, pain and tribulations but you can get through those things BECAUSE OF GOD!! I work my butt off to be the best mom I can be right now and I am ready to face more of these days WITH GOD by my side. Because look at me now, I am feeling great and ready to conquer whatever the day may bring my way. Why? Because I have chosen to GIVE IN to the Lord instead of GIVING UP.

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And that to me, is a WIN.

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You win some and lose some, but we will NEVER lose the support of our Heavenly Father when we choose to keep pressing forward and choose HIM every single time!

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